Jeez, can't I be happy anymore?

my live is changing--it is more heavy than it was before. I dont smile and laugh a lot; i'm sure there is a day without laugh at all. Some people say that," you're grow now." Maybe they want me to be more mature, but i dont want to. that's sucks. and it was very annoying when you cant laugh. that's why i was in the bad mood some weeks ago.
i'll write when i'm in the good mood--as soon as possible. now gotta get some good sleep (hey, it's funny to gabl!). bye, folks!